These voices inside my head have got me wishing I was dead. Involuntary movements and freak word vomits that have control of me. I repeat and repeat again. I don't know what to do, these rituals have got ahold of me.
These rituals have got ahold of me
I always find myself saying that it'll get better. Not knowing I just repeat myself
If only you knew what goes on inside my spastic mind, I've got these demons inside my head.
I KEEP LOSING MY MIND
I can't seem to ever get my thoughts in tact. If only you knew what goes on in my hell. If only. If only you knew what goes on in my hell. Suffocating by the hands of punishment. What did i do to deserve this. Impulsive thoughts, actions and words. What did I do to deserve this.
I keep calling out, but nobody's there to hear my cries.
Where's my help
I need help
Time to hang myself
I need somewhere to hang my head, I'm at the end of my rope
It's all in my head
released May 2, 2014
Produced & mixed by Ryan Harvey
Mastered by Taylor Gormley